im as sour as the wine ive necked!

Whats it all about i hear you ask?? phaahaa! well if i had a make sensible answer for that i wouldnt be sitting in pile of hopelessness im currently in!  "dont annoy me" a term heavily used by my dad... i find myself saying it alot!!!!! it really equates to ... im annoying myself!.... next... "I dont know what to say to you anymore"... you didnt know what to say to me from day 1! im kool with that.... you dont know me so well, so for now im comfortable with anything..within reason lol...its all about everything..... it started just over a year ago....(the inpending doom! lol) today im sat here at whatever time in the morning.. dogging work.. pissed on red wine..and stoned... im as sour as the wine ive necked!  its about losing.. yep its all about loss!    and its about all my worlds coliding.... inner and outer!  too tired to vent full on RED rage...but ill muster a FUCK YOU AND DONT ANNOY ME!